Something in Everywhere????!!

23.4.2011

22:30 wib

:))

Aku mau cerita tentang sesuatu.. *backsound film pocong 3* ...   >_<

tentang salah satu makhluk ter'AArrrrrRRgGGhhhH!!'' sepanjang sejarah reptil.. (???)

dan aku ketemu sama musuh bebuyutan ini di kamar mandi.. :(.. >.<   .. Seraaammm!!

..

Trauma ku pertama kali dimulai sekitar 9-10 tahun yang lalu..

waktu itu, rumahku belum di sini.. (di sini mana??) dan waktu itu aku masuk ke sebuah ruangan dengan cat biru di dindingnya.. aku duduk.. terdiam.. (tunggu dulu, ini ngapain?????)

*perhatian! aku ada di dalam toilet* 

dan.. tiba-tiba.. muncul sebatang makhluk mengerikan!! panjangnya ga lebih dari 10 cm.. coklat muda.. reptil paling mengerikan seabangsanyaa.. !!

dia meluncur menuruni dinding dan selamat! berhasil mendarat di pundakku yang histeris!! (lho???)

*masih tetep sountrack film pocong 3* (eh, memang pocong 3 ada soundtracknya?)

dalam sekejap sepuluh milyar neuron syaraf di tubuhku bereaksi.. Beku! terus teriak :: "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!"

dan tahukah anda sejak saat itu.. saya trauma sama yang namanya.. C***K!!!!

*perhatian! nama tak boleh disebutkan!*

. :: .

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With my Heart .. :))

Masih hari ini.. 23.4.2011
13:15 wib
haah~... hiks.. aku benci.. aku membencinya..


Hi! How's Life??
Hmm.. hari ini aku memberanikan diri untuk bertanya..
Pertanyaan yang seharusnya nggak kutanyain yaa... hmmm.. (-_-')    sudahlah.. terlanjur..
Cuma semacam penegasan darinya .. ' I've forgetted you, everafter.. ' (tunggu, ini agak lebay kayaknya.. :<<)
AARRGGHH!!!! (*guling-guling di kasur, teriak-teriak di kamar, ngebenturin kepala di tembok! .. lho??)
Waktu itu temanku pernah tanya sih, seberapa jauh kita bisa menuliskan hal-hal pribadi di sini?..
Aku punya 2 blog dan yang satunya memang untuk tujuan itu..
Tapi, uuuuhh--!! Oh, God! ternyata dalam lubuk hati terdalam sebenarnya aku ingin dia membacanyaaa..>_<

"Well, gue baru tau, bahwa satu kalimat yang ditulis seseorang bisa membuat kita ga bisa tidur semalaman atau bahkan bermalam-malam."

HyaaaaA!!! Kenapa harus sejauh itu..??
Capeek...
Haa~ah, aku ga mau nangis dua kali ah..
okay, enough..
Ternyata waktu belum cukup tangguh membawa milikku ini.. sesuatu yang hinggap, tak tahu malu..
Hmm..
Gimana ya enaknya?
Ada saran?? kirim langsung ke e-mailku yaa.. ( really need suggestion )
..  ??????????????????

Posting.. Posting..

23.4.2011
10:20 wib

Hari ini hari bukuuu.. ^^ Love books.. love books..

Haiiii..!!! Lama bangeeet nggak posting.. Kangen deeh.. (Gombal.. padahal tadi malem baru posting.. :*)
Akhirnya UN selesaiii.. >_<   Yiiipppiiieee !! :D :D    tinggal nungguin pengumuman .. (Degdegdegdeg.. )
Semoga hasilnya memuaskan.. Amiiiinn.. (Doa sendiri jawab sendiri.. -_-'')

Waktu aku buka blog ini, statistik web counternya menunjukkan bahwa.. (bahasa apa ini..) sudah lebih dari 300 orang yang main ke blogkuu.. Yeeeeeiiiiiii!!! berarti kalo di rata-rata nilai meannya sekitar satu orang perhari atau 100 orang per tiga bulan... hmmm..... (virus UN..)

Terus, Selamat hari kartinii.. ^^  *Telatt!!*
Sebenernya sih pengen posting tentang kartini gitu, tapi kayaknya ngebosenin.. (parah..)
Jadi kan ceritanya aku habis liat acara On The Spot ituu.. Yang jam 8 malem itu loh, yang di Trans itu.. (Promosiii!!)
Nah, di acara itu ada cerita tentang anak-anak kecil yang berbakti sama orang tuanya.. hiks.. *terharu..*
Jadiii, aku pengen posting tentang ituuuuu.. tapi nggak bisaa.. :"( hiks..hiks..

Hmm.. kukasih postingan biasa aja deh.. Terus rencananya blog ini mau ku promote! yeii! biar tambah banyak yang bacaa.. >_<

hehe..:D

Daan, Happy Readiing.. ^^

Quote$ .. ::

22.4.2011
22:10 wib

" Mencoba melindungi hatimu dengan cara membenci orang yang kamu cintai sama saja dengan menyiksa dirimu sendiri.."

..
yah, dan itulah yang kulakukan... -_-'
..
hmm .. *lirik kanan kiri..
aku tahu dia jarang banget mampir ke sini..
Jadi, mungkin nggak usah terlalu khawatir ya? hmm...
habisnya.. kalo nulis di blog ku yang satu lagi itu nggak ada yang tahu siih... (lha, maunya apa??)
hehehe..

..
hmm..
Well, i just i don't know why.. but.. still waiting?
Haha.. maybe No.. maybe..



*maaf.. postingan kali ini agak aneeh...>_<

Aku ingin menangis..

19:55 wib
Thursday, 11.11.10
Arasy's Birthday.. ^^
..
..
Apa kalian pernah berpikir bahwa menjadi dewasa itu sangat kompleks??
entah sekarang karena lagi mellow atau apapun, aku jadi pengen nangis teruss.. -_-'
mulai dari ini, itu, sana, sini.. semuanya berubah..
Huaaaah.., aku mau nangiiiiisss.. :'(
sendiri di pojok kamar.. (kasian banget sih ..)
Hiks..
..
kenapa waktu tidak pernah terulang?
aaaaah~
.
waktu kecil aku bahkan pernah berpikir, sepertinya aku tak butuh malaikat..
karena orang-orang di sisiku tampak seperti malaikat..
aku yang manja.., dan suka berbuat ulah..
tapi semua baik padaku .. egois memang ..
..
tapi karena duniaku sekarang tak lagi sama.. Jadi merasa sedikit.. Asing . . .

menilai segalanya hanya dari pandangan pribadi ku.

We're Friends!! ::

Wednesday, 6.4.2011

18:25 wib

In my Lovely Room.. ^^